where i end and you begin...
you must think you are special
they talk about you with wonderful words
it leaves me motionless, empty
their acceptance is much greater for you
isnt it?
as their eyes focus on you
at the same time i feel them leaving me
i can only breathe the neglect in the air
its heavy under the shadow of the loved
they dont know who you can be
but ive felt the pain, your rejection
the same rejection from everyone
the ones i thought id have for myself
have found you to be greater
did you do this?
have i always been unappealing?
well i cant change
i cant change now
the ugly duck is still able to be a graceful swan
but what of the ugly swan?
what can it be but an ugly swan?
all thats real? inadequacy?
the hedgehog's dilemma
inept to be social because of you
you?
wooer of their affection
you?
deciever of truth
you?
you killed me
am i happy?
of course i am happy
am i happy?
i am happy
am i happy?
am i really happy?
am i happy?
no. no i'm not happy. i dont like this at all.
i am the one at fault
i understand why they hate me
i am dirty, sick
i do not compare
i only bring the dim light of disappointment
let down and hanging around
hysterical and useless
leave me
leave me to my dark shroud
leave me to my empty room
i am the beast that shouted love to the world
and was betrayed in return
