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February 14, 2005

Let's see... I hate Saint Valentines Day. A day where we commemorate love for another, well, the problem is that i dont really feel much love coming this way. That is not just concerning relationships of exclusiviness (a.k.a. dating). How do you celebrate love with just friends if that love feels pretty ones-sided. I dont know, you decide.

I've come up with a conclusion concerning dating. Why should I date when I can barely keep friends? It doenst make sense to pollute the dating scene like that. Plus, most of the girls I like, i'm pretty sure they don't like me or i think we may disagree on some key issues of mine. But that's ok, I'll probably die alone at the old age of 20.

Also, everyone is having a bad day. There are too many sour moods at school. I claimed mine first, so I am def. keeping mine. Everyone else can actually work on fixing their problems.

February 15, 2005
Nothing really happened except I died a little inside.

February 16, 2005

Oh yay, a half-day. Probably the longest half-day of school EVER. The MS Choir concert went alright, I got a 10/10 at the concert i'm 1 out of 22 people who did. 6 of those 22 were girls. Weird numbers i think anyways. "Steal Away" has to be one of the greatest songs, it's so soothing. After school I went to Johnny's Pizza. The food was good, but the mood so weird, everyone was so high strung. Moods and PMS's were flying everywhere. it was bad. Oh well.

I talked to Hannah Foster at like 12:something A.M. (so really it was the 17th, DEAL) We talk about a lot of things, sharing the same feelings about a lot of things. It was cool.

I also talked to someone else, but you will probably hear about that later... O_O. sometime after this weekend.

** we are counting down the days It leaves... things are moving SOO slow... T_T sigh.

i'm out. let's see if I can go to sleep. ::shrug::