if you think you belong enough...

[just as well, just as well, just as well]

nice dream, nice dream
nice dream, nice dream
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have you ever had a dream that you didnt want to wake up from? I'm not asking if you were too tired to get up. I'm asking that the dream you were having felt so real, so right, you didnt want it to end.

last night, I had a dream. in that dream, i knew i was asleep and dreaming, but everything around me was great. relationships were perfect. friendships were perfect. and we were all happy. I'm not even sure that we had a certain goal, but we were just running around having fun.

i woke up for a little bit but i didnt want to leave the dream so i went back to sleep. when i went back things were different. the doubts that plague my mind from time to time bothered me in my dreams. i think it may have been the nyquil in my system.

I got a call from Pine Cove a few hours ago and they asked me some more questions and asked to see my photography. Which makes me excited... I had to update my website real quick and upload the pictures i've been taking recently which I have yet to mention on here, but I imagine i'll write about them soon. I'm still praying that God take full control of this and that if Pine Cove is where I should be, that He would open the doors and if it's not, close the doors. I cant worry about it all, so I'm making sure i lift everything to Him.

I'm starting to get sleepy...