It has been so long...

...since i've felt at rest.

I dont know about you, but i have been so tired lately. School has been so boring and it has felt so drawn out that I just cant wait for it to end. At the beginning of the year I was going to make this a good year. I was going to befriend a whole bunch of people i didnt know and just have a good time and things would be great. Now at the end of the year, I just really dont care. I dont care about school, and I seem to be slipping away/slowly just backing off of my friends. As sad as that just may be. There are probably only 2 or even maybe 3 people i want to be with. And those few really dont want to be with me. The others, I just dont really feel close to them, and I know that when I'm off at college things will be hard trying to keep up friendships while either I or they are away. I can barely keep friendships while people are at arms length, distance will only make it worse.

Thinking about the cruise, I think it might be a bad idea for me to go, too bad it's too late to pull out. I've just realized that i'm going to be spending my whole spring break with my class for a good 7 days. I might go insane.
A) I can't swim.
B) I really dont want to be stuck with these people for that long.
C) I'm going to be so bored.
Oh, dear God, what have I gotten myself into. T_T

On a lighter note, thanks to Hannah and Lindsey for writing on my car at school the other day! That def. made my day. Here are some pictures:

Hannah's message:

Lindsey's message:

well I might just go crazy as I have already died inside... have a good day!