some flowers just bloom dead...

Now in another world
I could learn to forget
But 'til then I'm here
making room for new regrets
Now some flowers they never bloom
And some flowers just bloom dead

Fall break was great, and i cant really describe it in words so i suggest you just look at the pictures i uploaded onto facebook. (i'm glad I got to see a couple of faces that really made me laugh)

What I am about to say is something that i wish to shout from the mountain tops, but because tuscaloosa's mountainous areas are just too much to handle, how about here and now:

DONT ASK, "HOW ARE YOU?" IF YOU DO NOT REALLY WANT AN ANSWER!*
*(in this case, caps lock really does mean i'm shouting)

Lately people have been throwing it into conversations as though it doesnt mean anything, and leaving me about to pour my soul out to them. i find it to be very misleading and leaves me confused when people will say,"how are you, JP?" and immediately walk away in fluid motion.

honestly, it's makin me wonder who really cares, or even basically, "does anyone care?" You may be thinking that it would be easy to come up with an answer... but i'm still trying to figure it out. it makes me sad, sometimes i think people generally care... but i'm growing more and more cynical because you don't.

if you dont mean it, dont even bring it up.

Now, you may just reply back and say, "JP, "how are you" has become an expression similarly used like a common "hello," you are over reacting." or as many of you have already pointed out, "JP, you are being emo..."
and then i'm going to follow that up by having to back hand slap you.

oh yeah and these whole "leave a memory" notes are getting very annoying.