Throw it all away...

I've got a good mind to throw it all away
After all, what is it worth...
- Frou Frou, "Maddening Shroud"

At the moment, this quotation is a good summary of what i'm feeling right now. I'm really just getting tired of it all, not really finding the things in my life that are keeping me going. Though I know it's wrong to feel this way. I mean, I'm not saying that my feelings are not valid or something along those lines. Well actually I can't find a better way to say it. As a Christian i shouldnt feel this way just because I have Jesus in my life and what He's done for me is a reason enough to keep pushing to keep on going. It's just lately i've been more or less apathetic to everything around me. It's really my selfishness that's coming into play.

but anyways....