When i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget...

And that's how this idea was drilled into my head. Cause it's too important to stay the way it's been.

Well a new semester has begun and even though i would hate to admit it, as much as it pains me to even think of it... i've become my former self. I have lost motivation to do what I should, my grades, my school work, I dont even want to get it up for any of it.

I'm sitting right now at the Crimson Cafe, listening to my friends play the guitar as I try to get my thoughts together. A lot has happened, mainly things aggrivating and perplexing enough that makes me want to let my anger run seeping through my pores. However, there have been some blessings. It seems that I will be living in an apartment complex next year, the University Commons. It's gonna be good, it's gonna relieve the stress which comes from living in the fraternity house, an escape from having tolive with people i dont want to live with, free from the drama mongers. I will also be lving with and near some of my best friends down here.

Barrett came down to Memphis this past weekend. It was a blast, there was snow sticking to the ground, we were able to go to graceland too, it was a spectacle to behold. On a downside, Barrett did lose his phone when he fell outside trying to peg me with a snow ball... but right before we left memphis, a lady called and said she had found his phone. Apparently there's a Savannah that works at the Target pharmacy and her son comes and picks her up from work. She said she walked into her sons room, and sees that maybe he bought himself a new phone; he explains that he found it at target. Anyways, to make a long story short (too late), she is going to send his cell phone through the mail... we hope.

Valentine's day this past week, what a vile and horrible holiday, but this year... maybe not so bad. Looks like i'm going to have to start playing checkers at this cafe more often... :)

--Immerse yourself in love...